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lunes, 25 de febrero de 2013

The only one~


You are the only one who understands me, the only one who being with me all the time, even if we are not in the same place, the only one that know how to protect me, the only one who can make me smile, the only one who could met me how I am, the only one who calls me "princess" and I see him like a prince, the only one who I need in all the world for living, the only one I want to stay forever...



...You are the only I'll love



Thank you for being with me, my prince ♥


I'm here for You ...♥


"My greatest wish? ..... See you right now, hold you and tell you how much I Love You

I don't need anyone ... I only need you!
It is beautiful to be dreaming all the time when I'm with you Corazón negro (cartas) I'm dying to kiss my prince.... Soon will come and rescue his princess.


I love that you're the reason for my sighs

Missing you all the time... thinking of you every moment... Definitely you are the reason of my life
I don't care what people say about me ... I just want to be the person you love

Each star is an "I Love You"

I can feel the warmth of your hugs even if you aren't just here, because our feelings are sincere and beyond reality

I fell in love with the best guy in the world... The only boy... the only person who can really make me happy, the only person who really understand me, the only person who really would value me.. The only person destined for me...."

Thank You


You are my dream come true, you are my light inside the darkness, you show me the way to be free, you be with me always when I'm happy, when I'm sad, When I'm angry, and you always change everything for smiles.


You are an Angel for me, you are the person who I want to stay forever, I'm glad for meeting you, and I want to keep our love, our bond, our smiles for all the life.

Thank you for being my light, thank you for being with me, thank you for being yourself!

Love is Power

Love is Purity
Love is Friendship
Love is Tenderness
Love is Affection
Love is Respect
Love is Tolerance
Love is Faith
Love is Hope
Love is Justice
Love is Equality
Love is All around We two

So that, Love is the Most Powerful Light!!!


Happy Valentine's Day!!

The broken inside...

"When you came to my life I saw everything different...All around me was more beautiful, the world changed, and I was more happier than ever.

Before meeting you, my life was some empty and I was alone, and many people remove me a lot of feelings, and I finished like a cold person...But you came! And all my life, my "gray life" had taken colours again.

I thought I had to leave things for love, and I began to removed from me all the negative things, everything was for you...I loved my world for first time, I could see the things more beautiful, I could see a new world. Then, I also left the things that I loved, and my life, seen by the viewpoint of other had been converted to a empty life.

But...You had converted in everything for me, the reason for my smile, my tears, my worries, my thoughts, everything...I began to smile for you, only for you, I left all around me for you, everything was for loving you with all my life, finally my smile was real....

So that, do you know what would happen if something makes me sad....?"


Eternal Love (Part 2 -Final- )

One year has passed, and everything is well now, I believe she's happy now, and her heart is the same of before, I know because I've been caring her for the whole year, but she don't know.

Her smile is beautiful, but there's something different...
Is like if her smile has changed a little, is not a real happiness, she's lying, but, why? One year ago we finished our relationship and she already have to stay happy.

I know, that's a false smile, maybe can be cause of other things like the family or something. I surprise because she don't accept the feelings of other boys, there're many of them that want her as a girlfriend, I hate that, but, is her life, she can stay with who she wants...








The girl that she saw with me that day is my cousin, she helped me to protect the future happiness of my loved girl, now, they two are friends, I left her in hands of my cousin, she will care her from everything. My cousin wants to tell her all the truth, but..I don't know if that's the correct, I would want stay with her again....



She told my cousin about the day that she saw us together in the park, that makes her worry yet.

When she asks for me, my cousin says "He is looking for answers, and we are not together now"

My cousin always tells me "You have to say her everything that happened one year ago, and your silly thought about leave her, all for her happiness"

Finally I desired to say her everything. I'll send a letter requesting that we meet in the park









She cried for all the day, because is a year without know something about me...it's my fault!






The next day she was waiting in the park... She is so beautiful, too beautiful like always, I'm a idiot, I leave her for my thoughts that could be repaired for her...

I don't know how to tell her the truth, but I'll try, I'm decided, I want to stay with her! 

No matter the problems, no matter my thoughts! I love her, and that will be forever! She was my angel, my light, she saved me from everything, I was alone when she came to my life, the heart I have now is because of her, I met the love because of her!








                                                        ......................



She ran crying to me... I say "why? I left you, I lied you, I have done a lot of bad things...and you receive me with a hug?"

-What are you saying?! I know that girl was your cousin! She told me!

-What?! B-but I told her not to tell you anything...she told you everything?

-Only that...please, tell me the truth...

-........ Fine, but first, why do you are not angry with me?

-Remember, I told you I'll love you forever, and I can't have other person that you! You are the only who can stay with me! The only who can give me a real happiness!

-........Ha, ha...You're a little crazy.


I tell her about my thoughts again, about my emptiness, about my try to protect her happiness, her dreams, her world, and keep them away mine...

"You are idiot! Why didn't you tell me?! You can't take all the hurt on you! I would have understood, all about our world, and I would have tried to make them a one world, only for us...I don't want to see you wounded, I want to make you smile, like you always make me smile too. I really love you! What were you thinking about when said that "let her" would be happiness for me?! I am happy because I am with you! You are my happiness, my smile, you became my heart and my world, don't do that things again, don't think nothing like that again!

I will change all your sadness and emptiness with my love, because I love you, I will cure your wounds with my tenderness, because I love you, I will be with you forever, that's a promise, because I love you!"
...........
I don't have words to say her, all that was very beautiful...

I just said her "I'm sorry, for everything, for all the things I have done you...I don't deserve your forgiveness, really I've always loved you, and that will be forever...I promise, even if I not deserve nothing, I'll love you forever, I'll be with you always, I'll change the world for one more beautiful, I'll sacrifice more things for you, one more time you are the person who saved me from myself...Thank you."






-Hey...promise me that you will never do something like that again...please...


-I promise, from now and always we'll together, and nothing nor no one will can separate us!

-I love you...


-I too...I love you!



























































And again, she recovered her beautiful and radiant smile...And we'll be happy together forever!




Thank you for reading!!

sábado, 23 de febrero de 2013

Eternal Love (Part 1)

All began with a "Hello", then, a smile, and a time later, we falling in love...



I really love her, more than everything and everyone, we say that we are similar, in the thoughts, in our lives, everything, and we are very happy with this, I want to stay with her all my life, our love is very strong, and nothing can separate us.

She has dreams, I too, our form to see the world is so different to other people, and the love, makes that world more beautiful for us, I love her so much! And I want to shout it to the world.

We want to get marry and live together forever, but...I thought that I'm going to be happy in every moment of my life since she came to me, there are some times that I feel loneliness, or even emptiness. I know, is normal that all the couples have some differences as likes or thoughts, but, for some reason I don't know why do I feel this, I guess that even if we are similar, we are not the same, she has differences with me.
I try to make myself to think like her. Time ago I wished a person like her, and then, she appeared, I wanted a world different from the others, a world only for two, where my wished person and me can live, I feel a one world when we fell in love and I want to keep that world, if I am alone in my world, I´ll feel  despair, loneliness, and that emptiness that I hate...

I'll protect her forever, no matter what can happen, no matter where we are, no matter how much time we have to wait for be together, I´ll care her, I'll do everything I can for making her happy, even...leave her... 

The first I see every day whe I wake is her face, that thing remember me the incredible love that I feel for her, wouldn't want to be away her, I want keep this moment forever...
I can't control this feeling anymore, I told her what I feel and she with a beautiful smile said me:

 "Don't feel that, remember that I love you, and that will never never change, I will be with you always, you are in my world, and I am in your world, so that, smile! If you feel bad, tell me, I will try to make you smile again, we are a couple full of love, and happiness, I want to be with you my whole life, I will care for you."                                                                                        
I want to understand, but I can´t, if I see her smile, that's good for me, I'll smile too, but, why this feeling?! Where does the emptiness?! 

I'm beginning to think the better way to make her happy is..no! I can't think about that! But, if this continue more time, I'll end hurting her heart by worries...I am fool, I am totally different, I don't deserve nothing from that wonderful girl, I am just me...that's something I can't understand, my "myself"

I'll protect her dreams, I can't give her more worries, I want to protect her future and her happiness...

I'll hate what I´ll do...

I'll cover me with a mask of lies and then...I'll do something  for her, I'll be someone that she hates...           
At the next day I told her "Do you want a date with me?" She smiles and accepts, her smile is like always, full of tenderness and love...sorry.



She was waiting and waiting, but I never gone...all was how I expected, she's going to home three hours after waiting...she really loved me. And then, when she walked a little, she could see me away, but I was...


...with other girl.

She is surprised, and without say any word, her tears fall from her eyes...




I have done something very bad...but I think this is better for her, is better that she goes for her own dreams without worries, without sadness, I know, that tears are temporal, with the time her heart will be happy again, I too...I wonder if this was the correct, I lied her, and the girl she saw with me, was lying too, everything was for protect the future of my special person...


I can't be part of your world, I don't know how to enter there, and I feel very far from you. The last thing I'm doing for her now is sending a message her... "Sorry, goodbye"
.........................




And that was our farewell...

viernes, 22 de febrero de 2013

Mask of Love ♥

The boy:

"I am the boy that can smile naturally, the boy that can give friendship for everyone"

That I thought before, but, now, I have noticed, the people around me really don't want to stay with me, because I am totally different from the others, I'm tired of hypocrisies, taunts and abuses, I don't want to live in this world anymore...I would like disappear in this moment...This feel like I lost everything, and everyone, I tried to show them my true personality, my true feelings, but... they have never accepted me like I am...This will end now for me! I have had enough!
The girl:

"I'm the girl that can do everything for getting friends, and stay with them is important for me."

That I thought a time ago, but everything is different now, I don't feel the real company by my side, no matter how many friends I have, I can't feel that, I began to think that the people around me don't care really for me, I can't smile for everyone like before anymore, I want to stay alone, that's better for me and for everyone...I wouldn't like to lie, but...I can't continue with this...


Both:

"I´ll use a mask with everyone, I´ll hide my real me from everyone, I´ll lie, I´ll pretend to be someone I'm not, and always I´ll try to be alone, to keep away from the others, that´s what I want..."

After a while they began to feel a real loneliness in their hearts, but they didn't know how to fill the emptiness.



The boy:

I really like this life, if I am alone, I can't be like the others, I prefer to be myself only with me, I don't need anyone.

In a few days I got colder, my light gets turn off now, my heart lose it shine...





The  girl:

Recently I don't feel the same, the people is more obvious when they ignore me, I have some friends, but with them I feel I´m not completely accepted, I begin to think that anyone knows me how I really am...

I noticed that I´m not sincere with the ones who I call "Friends", can be that I´m...using them only for..not be completely alone...I´m the worst!

I would like to meet someone who understands me, but I think "Really there is a person in the whole world that can throw away my loneliness?" 








The boy: 

I changed completely, my personality is not like at the beginning, the people look me and then they walk away me, but that doesn't affect me, I love it! Finally I have the peace and loneliness that I have always wished, I don't feel sad, no, I enjoy a lot with this!



I think I am nowadays a monster or a ghost, something nonhuman, I like this, now, I think special about the mankind, the humans are all the same for me, I called them "Normal" and I haven't meet someone "Weird" yet. The humans are annoying to me, I would like disappear each one of them!




The girl:

I am bored, about my life, about the day, I don't want to see anyone, I want to stay at home always alone, I'm tired about being a lie, but I can't do nothing, because this is the life I chose, if I took this is because it's the better for everyone...

I...just want to meet someone like me, someone who cares for me...a real friend, I want to meet him....




Both:

I know...There's someone like me in some place in the world...He/She is waiting for me...please...come for me, I want to meet you!!!


We don't know yet, but I know you are there! I'll wait for you, my special person...


The boy:

I have changed too that I can't see my real me, I'm lost, I lost my identity, I lost all I had, I'm dead...
Please...person that is waiting for me...come..come now! I need you!! I feel...alone.




I see people, I can see...everyone has a world for self..but even their worlds are inside a world bigger, less me...I am in a small, very small world away from the other worlds, lonely, despair, sadness, emptiness...all of that I feel now... I'm very very ashamed for the person that I converted..in this monster! I hate me! I´ll hate me forever!



The girl: 


My real self...my false self...what's the difference? I lost the hope for living...The reason for be myself...The reason for loving the life...I´m living only by lies, I would like to be invisible, now I think that, I have been invisible for the others always, I don't deserve nothing, I'm just a non-existent, I live only for myself...


I don't remember what I am, now I have a lot of faces, I forgot my identity...and no matter how many faces I have, the people don't know my real me, the "me" that is in the depths of my heart, I wonder if someone can find it...



...


And the day come, the day when those two will meet...
A new classmate appear in the girl's classroom, is a cold boy with a false smile, but no one noticed that, only the girl. They two are at the side of the other, both look out the window and their eyes meet, the girl didn't know how, but when she looks him her face gets totally red, and the boy gets totally nervous, they don't know what to do. When the class is over the day gets rainy and the girl hasn't umbrella, the boy tried to look friendly and invite her to share his umbrella, she accepts and they go together at home.
Until the rain stops, the girl asked him to stay her home. The boy asks her name, she is "Masshiro", she asks him the same, his name is "Kibô".

Kibô:
I know you are lying, that's not your real face. I just needed one day at school for noticing that.

Masshiro:
Why do you say that...?

Kibô:
You are always alone, when you were with someone your smiles were all false.

Masshiro: 
You don't know nothing about me...

Kibô:
I am like you...


I am using a mask too, even I am hiding my true face, even I lost my feelings, my smile, and I became to a shadow, a dead existence, I lost my heart pure white.

Masshiro:
.....

Kibô:
Tell me about you, your mask, you can't hide it for more time, I know you are suffering under it.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          Masshiro:
.......
I hide my real me from the people, they didn't accept me how I really am, I lost all I had, I
lost my smile, and over all, I lost my hope...

Kibô: I know how does it feels..


Masshiro:

What? D-do you understand me?

Kibô:

Yeah, I told you, I am like you...





                                                                   Both:

                                         I've always been waiting someome like you!!


Masshiro:
W-what?!

Kibô:
Eh?

Masshiro:
.....
Hey, show me your true face...I'll show you mine.


                                                             Kibô:
...............

                                                                   




Masshiro: 
......
Kibô:
I wanted someone like you...someone who had the same hurt, finally I find you...

Masshiro: 
I wanted someone like you, someone who understands me, I always wanted you....

Kibô:
What do you think about let out the pain...?

Masshiro:
I was going to say the same...




Masshiro:
I´ll let the mask...finally I found the special person I'd always wanted...


Kibô:
But...I was a monster, I don't deserve your kindness...sorry--

Masshiro:
Wait!!!


I've been waiting for you! I need you! No one more, only you! I wouldn't like lose what I always wanted, I don't want to miss you!! Please, keep by my side forever!

Kibô:
.......
I had never thought that someone would need me...Thank you.

Masshiro:
You are not alone anymore, no, we are not alone anymore...




I'll be with you for all my life...forever, you were the only one who could see through me, the only one who saved my hearts, the only one who could give a real feeling of company...

Kibô:
I...am so happy with this...
You bring light to my world of darkness, you walked into my world...you saved me from myself...I want to stay with you.

Masshiro:
................




I love you!!

Now, I don't worry about the future, I have you, with you everything will be possible, everything will be happiness...You for found me!

Kibô:
I'll not worry about the future anymore, because you are with me, with you everything will be more beautiful, the world will shine strong, you calm down my wounded heart.
I feel that...I love you too!!


Both:
Let's stay together forever!